you don't you think that I did? there aren't enough apologies he's important to you and i understand that he's alive he's okay and i'm not in the best place to relive it
ok fine im gonna trust you on this can u heal him at all hes all fucked up or shit just make him sleep it off?? look up his vitals theyre fucked urs arent so hot either
if i had the strength i would attend to his needs ahead of my own but there are nurses healers i know what kind of shape he's in i know that it's my doing and i'll try to undo it i'm fine
[he's the opposite of fine, but downplaying his own injuries feels right in the moment.]
well to be perfectly fair I was beaten, poisoned, and magically muted a panic inducing state for any mage so I was out of my mind when I did it but yes I clean up my messes
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i'm so sorry
[as if that answers anything at all]
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quit apologizing to me
by the sound of it you should be apologizing to him
now tell me what the fuck happened dorian
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there aren't enough apologies
he's important to you and i understand that
he's alive he's okay
and i'm not in the best place to relive it
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im gonna trust you on this
can u heal him at all
hes all fucked up
or shit just make him sleep it off??
look up his vitals theyre fucked
urs arent so hot either
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but there are nurses
healers
i know what kind of shape he's in
i know that it's my doing and i'll try to undo it
i'm fine
[he's the opposite of fine, but downplaying his own injuries feels right in the moment.]
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you better watch out for him when ur better
hes your responsibility now
i cant be there im trusting you
u get it?
promise me
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but yes i promise i will look after him
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unlike half the sons of bitches here you clean up your messes
that means a lot
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a panic inducing state for any mage
so I was out of my mind when I did it
but yes I clean up my messes
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next time ill be there
just rest up
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you absolutely missed out
for what it's worth i am sorry if i could have traded places with noctis i would have
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the kids strong
stronger than me
if anybody can pull through its him
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[And because Dorian is hardly interested in an alternative where Noctis's strength would fail him he will latch onto M's rare optimism]
i'm sure he'll kill them with his indomidable spirit
If not he could use those puppy eyes but i suppose only i would fall for that